Thursday, July 07, 2005

Afternoon Delight...

Gonna find my sweetie, gonna hold him tight
And we're gonna have some afternoon delight...

I just figured out my world revolves around him lately, and this is not good... er... maybe.

We didn't have any arguments today, this is amazing! He went here lunchtime, I cooked lunch for him and we spent the day watching DvDs, planning on things and eating (that also includes eating each other, harharhar!)

Yes, I'm quite happy today. I've had my fill on sweet stuff, including him.

Milestones for the day: Not much. We didn't argue, and that's a good sign. He's better at understanding me now. My lubes are back to normal (hehehehe...) and we had a road test a while ago, nyahahhahaa!!!

I'm really quite excited for Friday. Raechie and the gang are coming over for a visit and some small talk. I'm looking forward to meeting them, it's been quite sometime since we last saw each other and I really miss those guys. Especially that Mommy Patt is not doing great, now is the time to have some breakie! Ate Tin will be coming over too, and this is surely a blast. I hope Chase, Leslie, Arvee and Mommy Arl can come too because if they do, I'm gonna throw a party. Big business coming up, haha.

To sum it all up:

Today, I am happy.

I am happy because...

Sweetie came over and we spent the day together.
My lubes are back to normal, it's gonna be one helluva ride up until September mwahahaha.
Sweetie received a message from Merck Sharpe & Dohme, asking him to come for an interview. Finally, a prospective job for mi amour!
I cooked lunch, though if my doc knows about it, she'll really disapprove.
I ate a lot.
My dad was nice to me.
Sakura didn't bother me.
My mom bought me pastries from Delifrance.
I found potential business partners.
I got an inspiring tagboard message from Abie. (Hey girl, if you can read this.. thanks. Means a lot.)
I made a new friend in Cebu.
Sweetie kissed me a lot. We kissed a lot. I like kissing.
I realized there's a lot more to "BEDrest". Hehe.
I'm actually liking not going to work (uh-oh...)
I'm going to bed pretty early and feeling ok (THIS IS A MILESTONE, considering the horrible experiences I'm going through)
God still loves me.

I just realized that happiness is just around the corner if I look for it. True happiness is learning to accept what's going on around you and appreciating the simple things in life.

Someone asked me just now: "Are you happy?
I told her, "Sometimes."
"Why 'sometimes'?"
"I'm happy sometimes --- like now, this is a rare occasion. Only sometimes... because if I'm happy most of the time, I'd never appreciate happiness as it is."

Hey, at least I'm still alive. I still live, love and give. Somebody still lives, loves and gives for me. That's enough reason to be happy.

Wish it could go on like this forever though.

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