On the Brink of Tears and other Stories

Boring day.

I miss my Sweetie so much, he went to his final (cross fingers!) interview for Merck Sharpe & Dohme and would go straight to school to finish the intro part of his paper. I'm here alone stuck in my room, with strict instructions from the doc not to move away from the bed. Bedrest really sucks. I hope he's with me right now so at least BEDREST would be more fun hehehe... oh well.

What I did today...
Not much, surfed the net and then decided to update my blog --- for Pete's sake it's been how many days since I did that?! Oh anyway I decided to upload new photos in Friendster (check it out haha!) and change my profile just for the kicks. I also dropped by a newfound friend's blog and read it... I can actually relate to her! I think we're on the same line of thinking and I can't wait to meet her. Small world, actually. She knows one of our business partners in Cebu.

On the brink of tears...
Yes, blame it on whatever hormones are eating me up (is it progesterone or estrogen? I'm just very positive it's not testosterone heheheh!!) but I'm often on the brink of tears for silly and small reasons.
Like what?
Like friendship. Yeah I know it's not a very god reason to cry unless you fall in love with your gay bestfriend who steals your boyfriend from you, but the main reason I cried (again) today is because of friendship. I was just touched by some divine light from heaven that's why I cried.
Friends, as they say, come and go. There are the old ones, the new ones. Those hard to find and hard to keep, and those easy to find and still hard to keep. There are those who are hard to find and easy to keep, easy to find and easy to keep. I have friends that fall in each and every category there is in "FRIENDSHIP", and believe me, Friendster cannot really contain and define them all.
There's this particular friend I would like to thank... I've known her for some time now, but we never really get the chance to talk a lot and bond because the timing was just not right. From the stories that I've heard about her, I know she's a good person and from the way she writes about things I know she's got the brains. I just wish I've taken the time to know her better and bond together because she is one of the most precious people in our life (Sweetie & me). Abie, thanks so much for everything. For taking care of Andre when I was not yet there in his life and for offering unconditional friendship. For the good memories you left with him that he shares with me. For continuously supporting him regardless of what. For the times that he needed someone to confide to, you were there to listen and give advice. For being wacky and smart... I like reading about your blog. For being an idealist, who never stops believing and giving us the guts to go for the pot of gold (even if sometimes the rainbow is nowhere to be seen). For being Abie, thanks so much.
We might not have taken the chance to really sit and talk... more of really hi's & hello's. I never really had the chance to tell you that I like you (as a friend... puede din hardcore lesbo action if you're open to it, hehehehe!!) and that you're one of the kindest and smartest peeps I know. Thanks for everything. Thanks for being a part of our lives. Thanks for being Ryu Anakin's cool ninang (turuan mo na lang magyosi yung anak ko pag uwi mo hehehe!).
I just want you to know that you are appreciated.
I wish we can take the time to stop and smell the roses together soon. I know we'd be painting the town red together.
Keep on posting, girl!

And for all of my friends out there... space is not enough to tell you how much I love you all. Thank you so much for being my friends and being a part of me. YOu all rock my world!